What a sensitive little bitch. I gave my number to this guy I met a few weeks ago, we have been texting for a couple of days, nothing relevant actually.
Being honest, I just wanted some ass, but as many other guys in my town, this guy was expecting for something more than a just a one hight stand. I get that hook ups are not for everybody , but come on we are in our 20’s, the perfect time to explore your options. Safely.
And yes with that I admit doing several stuff that some people finds disgusting, awful, awkward and even dumb, role playing and tiding up are not my thing, I could write more about it, but no.
So then he tells me that he might see me a couple of times in some bar, he asked if I had a boyfriend and then I remind - oh, if you saw me kissing with another guy, that was just a friend, we were trying to hook up another guy, that the both of us wanted to fuck -
I know it’s a hard ball but it seemed it was a bigger deal, he stopped answering. I know not everybody is not the same way I am or doesn’t get things way I do
… but with all this I can’t avoid thinking that I will not stop crashing again and again with the fact that some boys still think the normal way to have any kind of relationship or the proper way to drive themselves correctly through society is the one they get to watch in tv series, novelas or even worst chick flicks.
Whenever you address that little detail most of them get aggressive, rude or in the worst way, the worst kind of passive aggressive behavior towards you that you can ever imagine, this last one has caused me trouble, job troubles.
I’m done with this people. I’ve had it, officially.
Ok, I was all tipsy and calmed down around my family, to watch as every week the new episode of Game of Thrones and suddenly they put that actor that used to be Chris on Skins and now is Gendry, completely shirtless and moaning. Brrr, my mom noticed my the interest.
The the episode ends and we have gorgeous Daniel Bruhl in a spanish movie, about robots or something, I don’t give a fuck, just want to see that pretty face while he speaks something in spansih.
And yes, this is the result of not having human contact in a while, I get excited watching men on TV, like 12 years ago. That guy on M2M’s “Mirror mirror” video used to arouse me too much,